I look drastically different now. I hope it makes me feel better about a whole lotta things. I know I sound crazy but I can't help but feel the way I feel about it/him/everything. You really do want what you can't have. It is not a good feeling when someone you care about absolutely hates you.
When I try and do something to help someone I care about it backfires. Not speaking to my parents. I did nothing wrong. All I did was try to help... but apparently my parent's business (that would affect my life) is not mine. So when something giant and tragic happens to me I guess I don't have to tell them anything. When I get arrested and get a DUI I won't tell them. Then we'll see how they feel.
Life kind of sucks when people don't like you.
Bye bye pity party.
At least school is almost over. I can't wait to be in North Carolina. Horseback riding, hiking, canoeing, swimming, biking, tubing and most of all the candy I am going to pick up in Savannah on the way up there. mmmmmm :) I can't wait to be in the middle of nowhere on my Aunt's farm thing. Ohhh and four-wheeling :) Pure happiness and pure wilderness. Expect a bunch of pictures. Ohhhhhhh I cannot wait.
It makes me sad that we don't talk. : (
ReplyDeletenice picture :) but not an entirely happy post :( haha
ReplyDeleteIm nick by the way, heh.
ReplyDeleteMe too Kathryn. Make your blog public so I can follow you!! I miss you. Why do we have to be so busy. I don't like this growing up thing. it stinks.
ReplyDeleteAnd Nick I added you on LJ. BTW extinguish_me_ :)
I added you too. its too bad I dont actually use eljay anymore, haha, I think its basically a dreamlog now for me, lol. but still, hooray!
ReplyDeleteI don't really write in my blog. I just post random lyrics sometimes.
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